Her and Him

By R. Todd Fredrickson

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-her and him-

Born of a quiet nature

they called me shy.

I know now

I was simply trying to stay out of the fire,​​ 


I am five,

maybe six, nobody seems to recall

that time.

Pictures from then depict eyes of ghosts.


The separation

was swift,

like the removal of a scab from a heel

when taking off a sock.


There is pain,

but it’s unclear why.


During rare visits with​​ her

I feel like a stranger,

but things seem normal for them



When the visit is over

my brother and I are picked up by​​ him,

the car smells like stale booze

and his eyes are filled with rage.

He is angry because we waved


to our other family,

which includes​​ her

new man.


I go hungry that night

because the half empty bottle of something

has coaxed​​ him​​ to sleep,

and I had learned by then

not to poke the bear.

About The Author

R. Todd Fredrickson is a northwest author living in Snohomish County, Washington. For more information follow him on twitter at: